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˚◦°°◦.. ☆ Đęvιłĭłī©îǿΰ§!!. ☆ ..◦°°◦˚Oº°‘¨ ιι ωιѕн ι ¢συℓ∂ мαкє уα ѕєє нσω мυ¢н уα мєαи тσ мє ¨‘°ºO January 09 Complicated thoughts all over `08.01.08 / Tuesday
[ midnight 09.01.08 ] hey !! ii`m back to blogg .. it really has been ages since ii last updated.
yepps ! and , this is my first post for 2008 !! ^v^
ii cannot sleep , and have an urge to blog. because ii saw my sis`s diary and sms.
ermm , yahh ` ii know it`s not the right thing to do
as in seeing other ppl`s privacy while they`re asleep.
but ii really don`t know what`s my sis up to this few days.
keep staying alone and sometimes heard some crying while she`s sleeping.
maybe she don`t know that actually ii heard that.
so yeah , ii kinda found out something , and not really feeling good about it
so here ii am now to blog , lol
so yeahh .. during this super long holidays ,
ii already went back to Indo twice. went back for 3 weeks for the 1st time ,
and stayed in spore for 5 days as my sis need to go back to schl.
and went back again for another 1 week.
ii didn`t do much in Indo .
what ii do everyday is sleep , eat , play and watch teevee.
lol , the life there is still the best , you know ~
what ii missed the most now , is my nephew T.T ii miss him (:
    came back here on 31st Dec for the countdown party,
we went to vivo countdown.
saw quite a few people there and took photos with them (:
          My brother and sis-in-law ..
the countdown party ended at around 12.30am
so we decided to go kbox at first.
but when we reached cineleisure and ask the staff there,
we were told that one person is around $50 for just 3 hours
ohh my , so we decided to catch a movie.
and it was at 3.55am , so we waited there until 3.55am
and went to watch the movie . not bad , but also quite lame . lol
so after the movie ,went home and sleep . that`s all for 1st Jan 2008
so yupps, ii`ve been sleeping late recently. sometimes even sleep at morning . =.=
ii`m bored staying at home , doing nothing. what ii can do is just online - ing.
my sis went to schl. my cousins went to schl.
so in the house , left me and my auntie . ii don`t really have anything to chat with her.
so the life here is BORING , seriously !! haiz ..
so yeah !! ii wish ii could find a part time job soon,
so that my time can at least be filled up with work. rather than rotting at home, yeah?
ermm , by the way . CNY is coming soon , can go back again . lol
but before that , it`s O level result releasing day.
yet , we still don`t know the exact date of it . but you should know how ii feel now , bahh !!
it`s scary , isn`t it?? ii really have to pray hard for it ..
and ii still dont know what course to choose T.T
ii might going for Ngee Ann Poly Open House on 17th Jan.
heard that Renfred will be there too . lol
but not sure if ii`m going or not , shall see first (:
ii in fact need to go schl tml at 9pm to return my band uniform to Mdm Tan.
ii`m afraid that i cannot wake up on time , so decided not to sleep.
so when ii come back from school tml then ii`ll sleep.
ii miss band too , but ii`m just too lazy to go play ~ lol . sorry ..
haizz , ii tried hard to not say , but ii really have no idea what ii shall do.
my sis is just like a changed person , she`s reallly different !
what shall ii do to wake her up from that stupid bloody nightmare .
can`t she just be more alert and smart? okayy?
it`s over , so why are you still thinking there`s still hope.
ii would rather have now , than last year ..
think about it ..
okay . shall stop here .
nitez , byebye ^v^
November 07 O LEVEL WAS OVER !!` 07.11.07 ` Wednesday `
yepps !! ii`m back !!
yes yes !! iim back to blog !! lols
O levels over !! it`s just over yesterday !!
hahas . ii`m now free from all the exams !!
the worst nightmare . lols
yepps . now really free until ii can feel bored at home`
nothing much to do either .
umm, think ii shall blog about my exams yeah?
hahas. its nothing much though.
amaths papers are okay, emaths are okay too.
chinese? ermm, still hoping to get a distinction!!
and eng? hahas . hope ii can get what ii want though.
and the rest iim not confident!! all are not well done.
especially combined science and combined humanities :(
hahas . anyway .
ii dont want to elaborate since ii told myself not to mention anymore
because it`s over.
nothing can change the fact that ii did badly :(
so yepps , stayed at home yesterday.
and went out for awhile today . and that's all.
hahas . boring life ii've got !!
ermm, ermm,
ii`m starting to find blogging is boring :(
why? hahas . because ii need to type like iim talking to someone.
but in fact ii dont even know who will come and read.
so this means ii`m talking to nobody but myself . lols
its really makes me feel stupid now.
but ii`m still love to blog anyway :p
but ii realised what ii blog is so boreeedddd
sorry , my reader!! :(
ii am already tried to keep it entertaining , but ii failed .
hahas . so if you are not happy with what you are reading now,
can simply press the red big X at the top right corner of the window !
and leave! bleah :P
yah yah yah !!
my craziness about dongbang is back now !!
whahaha!
so you probably know what ii will do right?
so not happy, can leave!
hahas , found my temper are getting bad to worst. haiz :(
so yahh, dongbang was back to Korea yesterday.
and they looked super damn TIRED!!
omg, they are so poor!
my YUNHOppa. he was just hospitalised a few days ago
but he insisted to perform in the concert too :(
so sadd luhh can !!
because ii was having exams so didnt know much too !
hehes . ii`m sorry . YUNHOppa. hope you are fine now !!
be HEALTHY always yeahh :DD
August 13 utterly disappointed` !! really `!!` 13.08.07 ` Monday `
WADD A DAY `!!!
today is the release of Mid-Year Olevel MT results`
andd ii got my results back` !!
ii`m effin` confuse now` !!
thoughts all over my head `!!
utterly DISAPPOINTED with my O`LEVEL MT results` !!
ii`m so effin` sadd lahhs` can??
feel really down`
ii really didn`t expect it to be like this `
ii would really be contented if ii could just got an A2
budd WHY B3??
why??
왜, 왜, 왜 ??
wae? wae? wae yo? T-T
ii thought ii could had done better ??
huh `!! ii`m just a bloody useless bum `!!
ii asked for advices from my friends`
all of them asked me to retake`
through all the thinkings `
yepps` ii think ii shall retake`
at least there is a chance to get a better grade`
budd know why ii`m struggling whether to retake or not??
ii`m afraid`
ii`m scared`
ii`m really really effin` worried if ii retake,
ii`ll get the same results` !!
andd wadd`s more important is that ii think ii done badly in ORAL & LC
budd there is no retake for those`
ii need to ask my MT teacher 1st`
yeah` ii agree to my friends that ii might do better the 2nd time`
budd ii`m just not confident about it `!!
andd CHANCE `!!
omg` !! this word just irritates me` !!
as ii believe that chance doesn`t mean the best `
umm` ii`ll retake it`
as ii would never want to regret`
budd how should ii manage my time` !!
ii`m really a bloody stupid, idiot, useless bum `!!
all ii can think is that ii can`t do it` !!
budd people said if we believe we can do it` we can DO it` !!
how should ii manage my other subjects too ??
ii seriously need some motivation` !!
andd`
today is the 1st day of O`LEVEL EL ORAL EXAMINATION`
yeah` mine is tml` the 2nd day`
ii`m the 4th person` of group F134
ii hope ii can do well though` !!
ii seriously hope that tml`s topic won`t be too hard`
it`s best if can be like today , huh ??
ii really need all the blessings now` !!
umm`
andd know wadd?? uh huh` !!
today is also the 1st day of 7th Month`
iishhh` !!
ii better don`t talk much about it `!!
no mood `!!
andd`
my space ` ii mean this bloggiie`
are goin to turn 2 years old on this coming 19 August
happy b`day` !!
an advanced greeting , huh `!!
ii`m effin` worried about my other results`
ii didn`t expect that ii need to retake my MT
which can said to be my best subject` !!
budd now ii`m really really effin` disappointing` !!
ii feel like ii`m hopeless` !!
PLEASE HELP ME, CAN YOU ??
God Bless Me` !!
andd`
ii wish myself ALL THE BEST` !!
& all my friends` !!
anyone out there can help me build up my confidence ??
it`ll be pretty appreciated `!!
ii feel so down now`!!
ii really need my confidence back to me` !! T-T
ii missed the old Sri`
whom is so free from all sort of problems` !!
umm`
ii shall stop here` ii thought`
umm` have a nice day , bye :)
August 10 `미안해 ~ ii`m really sorry ~`` 10.08.07 . Friday `
_____; `미안해 *
`미안해 , `미안해 ~
진짜 미안해 ~
ii`m sorry, really sorry ~
mianhae yo ~ ~
finally,
ii had the courage` !!
to tell you how ii feel
ii feel so bad now` !!
budd ii really don`t wanna you to waste time`
even if you think it`s not wasting time` !!
hopefully you will find a girl dat`s better than me`
a girl that worth your love `!! ^v^
ii know ii probably had hurt you,
budd there is nothing ii can do`
just wan to hav some peace sometimes` !!
you treat me really good`
really,
ii got nothing to say about that
budd dat`s someting dat can`t be forced to be`
you can hate me if you want`
ii know one day you will hate me`!!
budd just wanna say ~
ii`m sorry ~ ~
`미안해 ~
August 05 prelims in 5 weeks time`!! like OMG`!!` 05.08.07 ` Sunday `
heyys`
ii`m back !!
cute?? hahas` ii wann to get one too` !! anyway !!
prelims !! yknow??
5 weeks is like so short !! how am ii gonna pass my prelims when
ii havn`t even get any chapter done `!!
anyone gonna help me??
pretty please` !!
ermm`
spore national day coming`!!
andd we will only hav to study 2 days next week`!!
my dad is asking me go back to indo`!!
ii wanna go back too`
budd ii donno whether its the right time`
as ii juz mentioned, prelims is coming real soon`!!
F.T island`!! again`!!
 Minhwan is getting <33 now`!!
aww`!! cute`!!  andd`
dongbang is pretty busy nowadays`!!
don`t really have any news about them`
oppa`~ come back to Korea please`
andd` take care of yourself`
andd`
the 12th single`
LOVE IN THE ICE omg!!
ii seriously love that song okayy??
its so NICE`!!
andd
jae with his brown hair again`!!
ii`m missing his brown hair like`
so long`!! andd finally`!! LOL   yeah`!!
you are reading a short post`!!
okayys`
bye`!!
ii hate guys` !!
they sucks` !!
seriously` !! except my dongbang boys`!!
happy birthday ` !! July 27 yea`!! life`s really sucks` alright`!!` 27.07.07 ` Friday `
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^ 22.o6.07 * Friday ^
^ ROD day 2007 ^
yea`
ii`m back again`
whahas`
umm`
first` let me clean up my blog first`
ii`ve not been coming here like so long`
see`!! so many dust` LOL`
*blow* *blow* *blow*
okayys`
iit`s clean now` yay!!
okayys`
today is a very special day for me`
for the sec 4s from the Band`
today is the ROD day for us`
ii had a lot of fun today actually`
especially when announcing the posts for the sec 3s` =P
Anyway`
ii wanna thanks you guys for making the effort to make this party so successful`
& also memorable`
hehes`
ii`ll miss you guys`
ii`m gonna miss band practices seriously`
ii`m gonna miss my section mates`
ii`m gonna miss Sir` Mr.Ching`
& ii`m gonna miss my SAXOPHONE`
umm`
ytd ii slept at 4 plus`
and ii woke up at 8 plus this morning`
ii can`t woke up budd ii forced myself to wake up`
hahas`
ROD party is fun`!!
yay!!
reached schl before 10am`
budd we waited at there
until almost 11am
everyone was kinda fed up
budd we still wait` LOL`
erm`
this year ROD was kinda disorganised`
they didn`t plan well ii guess`
budd ii had fun today`
yea`!!
so 11am they let us go in to the bandroom`
at first we played game`
we were supposed to find a balloon wif our name on it`
who found 1st then who win
woahhs`
mine they put on the projector`
everybody saw it before me`
so they told me it`s mine`
LOL`
budd ii can`t get it coz it`s too high`
so Fazuan helped me take`
budd the winner is Jasmine
actually ii wan bring the balloon home de`
budd it burst`!! T-T
hahas`
then after that they made us pull a string t see who can get the most sweets`
Fellany won`!!
then we played musical chair`
was kinda fun`
this is my last time playin that`
budd ii didn`t survive till last`
karrie & debbie won`
whahas`
while waiting for the game to finished`
we actually took a lot of photos`
budd not with me now`
will post it up when they send me the photos` ^^
yay`!!
after dat we went to have our lunch`
hehes`
the band brought us a big chocolate cake`
budd we ate a little only`
LOL`
after lunch we proceed to bandroom again`
while waiting for Mr.Ching
the band showed us a slideshow`
hahas`
kinda funny`
then after that they presented us the piece "sayonara"
umm`
they played not too bad`
hahas`
since the sec 1s are just joined`
and they only have like 2 practices`
so ii think it`s quite good already` hahas
then after that`
we all combined with the main band & alumni band`
woahhs`
dat`s great man`!!
ii love it`!! we played
"Goddess Of Fire" &
"Pirates Of The Caribbean"
ii love this 2 pieces`
and also
"Majestia"
this piece is the 1st time ii played it` hahas`
ii think not bad` ^^
ii`m so happy coz ii didn`t touch my saxophone like 2 months n more`
hahas`
then we present our presents to Mr.Ching & Mr.Tan`
hehes`
hope they like our presents ^^
okayys`
then we proceed to played the games lohhs`
wasn`t involved in the game much` coz ii didn`t want to get wet` hahas`
then we gave our presents to them`
ii hope they like the presents ii gave them` ^^
budd seriously`
ii love those they gave me`
omG`!!
they are so sweet`
thanks`!!
ii love you all =D
then the whole ceremony ended at abt 6pm`
hais`
ii was kinda worried my section`
ii hope they will do well though`
ii`ll go back whenever ii`m free`
ii really enjoyed today`
though its not as good as last few years`
budd ii`m happy`
thanks for all the efforts` band`
ii really appreciate it ^^
thanks for the cake too`
whahas`
okayys`
we announced the
LEADERS
for batch 2007/2008
BM: Anisa
BSM : Firdanshah DM : Faizal CM : Junren `& the Section Leaders
Flute :
MeiFang
Clarinet :
Ain` Ahmad (head)
Charis (Assistant)
Saxophone :
Saleha
French Horn :
Fatihah
Eupho+Tuba :
JinYee (head)
ZhongQing(Assistant)
Trombone :
Tor HuiLing
Trumpet :
Anisa
Percussion :
Faizal
`& the other posts
(will edit later when ii got the list, hahas` ii can`t remember)
Anyway`
congrats to all of you`!!
& ii hope you all will take care of the Band `
& please don`t make Mr.Ching angry`
alrite?? LOL`
ii`ll miss you all (^v^)
yay!! ^^
ohh yahh`
ii miss yunho lots now`
please come back to Korea quickly`
don`t always stay in Japan`
ii miss him so much`
duh`!!!
ii miss dongbangshinki`
ii miss my oppas` >.<
school is goin to start soon`
it`s next monday`
ii left about 3 days T-T
gonna finished all my holiday homework in these 3 days`
hahas`
ii hope ii can finish all`
yepps`
after that ii won`t have much time to come online already`
ii`ll be concentrating on my studies`
ii want get good results for my "O" Level`
whahas`
okayys`
ii think ii`ll stop here for today`
hehes`
take care everyone ^o^
buhhbyyee
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* Gifts From All of Them *
Flower from the band
Message from them`
ii love you all too` ^o^
Present from Saleha` thanks`
Presents from Jordan` thanks Jordan` ii love it ^^
From Firdanshah` a music note pencil` thanks`
From Lynn` thanks Lynn` ii like that piano erasor` ^^
From Nashyithah` thanks`
Puzzle from Alex`
the one ii love the most`
AHHH~~
Thanks` Alex`
ii love this puzzle`
the water balloon`
ii kept it`
yay`!!
There is still more`
The rest ii`ll post it other day` ^v^
bye` !!
been thru a lot recently
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10.06.07 ^ Sunday ^ yay!! hahas` ii'd not been updating my blog for ages!! been busy n stuffs!! budd ii won`t forget my blog just like that ^^ and..` hahas` okayys` hmm..` yeah~ hahas` yay!! hmm` yahh~ hahas` this year`s GCE `O` LEVEL had been pushed much earlier than last year` hahas` yay!! hahas` okayys` yay!! and..` you know` okayys` now it`s June holidays` and.. hahas` ii think ii`ll go back` budd now still don`t know when` yay!! it`s a long update`
okayys` hahas` and` HAPPY HOLIDAYS okayys`
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I AM SO STRESSED UP!! GONNA BURN OUT ALREADY!!!
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heyya!! how have u all been?? it has been really really a long time since ii last blogged . and now ii am finally updating !! hahas .
ii'd been really busy to update . and ii really got no time to blog . however . ii wont abandon my site juz because of that for sure . hahas .
okayys. lets not waste anymore time . ii gonna to hav a quick update on this particular blog .
so yeah~ today nth much happened . n can say almost everyday is almost the same .
this year sec4 already . ii can really feel the stress coming up . the 'O' LEVELs, MID-YEAR Exams, SYF are making me really stressed up and ii really gonna burn out somehow . haiz .
'O' levels timetable is out already . the 1st written paper is on 29th of October . MT 'O' level are like 60 more days away from now . ohh no!! . hurhur T.T . n Mid-year 1st paper on 27th of April . haiz . n SYF is on 11th of April . 2 more weeks to SYF !! after that can step down from band n concentrate on my studies . budd ii really damn scared about that . this is my 1st time goin to the conference hall . goin to the SYF . ii dunno wad will happen on that day . pray hard that it goes well on that day . haiz .
my results for CA is so damn bloody lousy!!! 1st time failed so many subjects . disappointed in myself . haiz . ii really are dropping . n its dropping very badly . never mind . ii will work harder to improve my amaths . n also other subjects . will try my best to do it .
the one week holidays juz finished . n now is term 2 already . so sianz . everything are so packed together . hav no much time for myself to rest . haiz . monday ii mean the 1st day of term 2 ii almost fainted during the assembly budd luckily ii didnt . ii dunno why suddenly ii felt my chest was really hurt dat time n ii can hardly breath . this morning also same thing happen . coz Ms.Krempl asked us to stand budd after sat down for awhile ii felt better . ii dunno why this happened . haiz . am ii too stressed up already?? hope not!!
yeah~ . for ur information . now ii am not taking anymore pure sciences . ii take combines science now . and ii really realised what a BIG difference between pure n combined sciences . as u know, combined sciences are much easier than pure sciences . so ii hope ii can score much better than ii scored for pure sciences . haiz . ii really need to be more motivated . arrgghh~~!!!
ohh yeah~ ii didnt go back during one week March holidays . so sad rite? 1st time ii didnt go back during March holiday . LOL . budd never mind . ii went back during lunar new year anyway . but ii miss my nephew very much . my nephew was born in o5.12.o6 hahas . his name called "dyckson" n chinese name called "XiangWei" . wonder how is he now . is he growing bigger or cuter or whatever? miss him alot . n my FAMILY too!!
haiz . ii got one thing that ii extremely worry about . budd ii cant say it out here . n also nobody else . ii really feel terrible inside me . budd there is nothing ii can do about it . alrights . lets not talk about it . there is also one more thing that troubled me a LOT!! haiz . okay . must control mysef not to continue anymore!!
okayys . maybe ii should stop here for now . will be update pretty soon if ii can . alrites . bye !!
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